well....

I'm out of the hospital. I'm feeling somewhat better. I give the credit not to all the different pills I'm now on, or the hospital ( okay maybe the hospital just a little bit), but I give that credit to the love of my life, my forever love, Brandon. I'm finally starting to have faith in him that he's not going to leave me or cheat on me. I know three months into the relationship to start having faith is a bit....ridiculous, but I am. I'm finally starting to feel at ease around him in every single way.He always has thought of himself as a healer, and I honestly think his gift is healing. Whenever I am around him, or really, when I'm in his arms, its the bestest safest feeling that I've ever known. When he holds me, I feel like nothing will ever hurt me again. I don't know how he tolerates me though, I'm a nightmare of a girlfriend. But nonetheless, he loves me, and we would marry each other right now if we could (yes, that feeling is mutual). He's the answer to my prayers, my forever love, and the One. I love him so much and that will never change. I just wanted to share with the world that I'm in love and always will be.

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Just note me with a link to the picture you want to use.

My pictures are not to be used any ware else on DA. They can't be deviant ids. And no you cannot upload them up to your page. You can use them on myspace facebook etc, but link it back to my page always.

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*********************STOCK RULES****************

I love it when people use my stock and seeing what they do with them. please just follow these rules.

1. Comment on the photo with the link of the finished product
2. Link it back to me or the original.
3. Faves are appreciated.
4. Feel free to use for prints.
5. It cannot be used for nudey pictures or anti God pictures. Hell shots are fine just nothing that screams "i hate God"

God bless


Love always


-Ren